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*Poker
*Puzzling. Not much lately, but was huge in my early teenage years. I made an incredibly tough to complete puzzle, it even took myself 1 hour to complete.
*Puzzling. Not much lately, but was huge in my early teenage years. I made an incredibly tough to complete puzzle, it even took myself 1 hour to complete.
=== Characteristics ===
*Dedicated / Determined / Persistent
I'm proud to know what I'm shooting for. I always have reasons for the things I do. When I want something bad enough, there's nothing that can change my mind. I'm not afraid to showcase my dreams either, though I may do so with care.
With a goal in mind, I will keep going at it till I succeed. Prime examples are in the table below. Most of the time I am really aiching to get a certain record, I will not give the mission a break before reaching my goal, which most likely is my potential at the time. This does not mean I will keep playing non-stop, this means that all the time I spend playing will be spent on the mission I'm shooting for. Only rarely will I give it a break by playing some other mission for a little breather.
<table><tr><td>Record</td><td>Approx. time spent</td></tr>
<tr><td>Bunker 1 Agent 0:17 </td><td>150 hours</td></tr>
<tr><td>Frigate Agent 0:23 </td><td>120 hours</td></tr>
<tr><td>Dam Agent 0:53 </td><td>100 hours</td></tr>
<tr><td>WAR! Agent 0:25 </td><td>100 hours</td></tr></table>
*Funny
This is subjective, but since I'm writing this, it's my call! I'll be fair, I can 'try to be' funny when others don't feel the same. Basically this means that I don't care whether I'm telling the lamest jokes, point is, they're funny if you like dry humor. Nothing is funny to everyone, that doesn't rule out that I have a sense of humor. Besides, I'm very quoteable, maybe I'm just that charming?
*Honest / Straightforward
Not so much in real life yet as online, but it's hard for me to lie about what I think. Ask me something and you'll get an honest answer. I might say it in different ways to disguise how I truly feel and withhold some things to not be offensive, but I just can't lie about it.
*Complex / Intelligent
Many things I say have a lot of meaning behind them. I say them with a reason, a certain goal. I will word things the way I see best fit to steer things into the direction I'm looking for. I usually succeed in finding what I'm looking for. I can often find myself in awkward situations, asking specific questions. The recipient usually doesn't seem to understand why I'm asking and often simply answers without any other thoughts than maybe "vad fan". In the end, however, I got what I was looking for!
*Sarcastic
Often people ask me questions to which the answers are too obvious in my eyes. In these situations I'm most likely to help the person on his way to the answer, but not by giving the answer! I want these people to give more thought to things, if they care enough they should be able to figure it out with well aimed questions and the answers I give. This way, they might start to understand, become smarter and become less dependant on others. One of the methods to do this is by giving a sarcastic response. This even works for good questions or to be funny.
*Interesting
I'm not an average guy. At least, that's what most people tell me, even the experts. I've been diagnosed with [http://yourautismfacts.com/How_Ppdnos_Is_Diagnosed.html PPD-NOS], though this was a long time ago. It is a mild form of autism, basically I just have a few 'weird' habits that are similar to some symptoms of autism. I believe it is mostly caused by being bullied a lot the early school periods. I hardly have any friends and still only have a select few. I don't like being in big groups, because I become silent, feeling like if I say anything, they usually don't listen and there are few timespans that even give an opportunity to say something. My self-esteem used to be really bad, but it's been progressing to better proportions lately.
I don't drink, smoke, nor do drugs, despite many occassions where I got handed a smoke / joint / drink and just didn't take it anyway. I don't fall for these so called sociality issues - I'd rather be socially incapable than having people require me to ape them. Like me for who I am, it's not my loss if you can't look past me being more resistant to pressure or whatever. If you can cope with me, you'd probably not even notice me being much different than "just another guy".
*Caring
I suppose it's human nature to care, but the world is too full of evil to portray that. I can seem pretty emotionless on the outside, it's hard to read my appearance and tell how I feel. I could be very happy and have an indifferent face, or very mad / sad and still drawing the same face. I think it comes down to what most people want: I want to be given some attention, the feeling someone cares about me, not being ignored. This opens me up almost infinitely - I can show many signs of emotions all of a sudden and have no problems conversating. Thus far, I've been 'cuddling' our sweet Yorkshire Terrier daily, from lack of a significant other.
== Meetings ==
== Meetings ==